Boo, you whore.

I'm sick. *cough cough* I picked up some germs at the lake. My friend says all this hot weather and no fresh rain has made it the perfect breeding ground for the flu virus. :(

I've just been sitting in bed all day today watching movies and tumblin' on tumblr. Yesterday was horrible. I was vomiting for most of the day...until around 2pm. Now I can finally eat again, and believe me I am SO GRATEFUL, because not being able to eat sucks.

Things I've watched during the course of my sickness so far:

The World of Jim Henson
Ghost in the Shell
Shakespeare in Love
Titanic part 1
Aladdin
The Black Cauldron
Dogma
Star Blazers

I'm kind of bummed out because I was planning to go to an anime convention tomorrow, but now I can't go. :/ Oh well, there's always next year. I plan on cosplaying for reelz next time! :)

I think I might watch Titanic part 2 tonight... that's were all the best stuff happens. ;)

It's 2:53 AM and I'm huuuuuuuuuungry. :(

Also, PONIES.

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

That is all.

Okay, F sleeping schedules.

Doing that whole staying-up-all-night-then-going-to-bed-early thing didn't actually help much. I mean, sure I was able to get up about 4 hours earlier than I normally do, but that's still only 12pm. I WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, GDDMN IT. So from now on, FUCK sleeping schedules; if I want to get up in the morning I'll just get up in the morning. Whatever happens, happens.

Soooooooo I'm reading "A hint of serendipity" right now. God, there are SO many Slenderblogs. But I must read all of them! ALL OF THEM!!

I don't know why but...something about the whole Slender Man mythology/fandom/whatever has been really bothering me lately. I'm really annoyed at it right now for some reason. Maybe I feel like it's started to wear itself out. Maybe it's because it hasn't been scaring me at all lately. Maybe I feel like it's all the same. I guess I feel like it needs something...new. Idk.

Maybe I'm annoyed because I want to be part of it but I don't know how to be. Though at the same time I'm not sure I want to get swept up in some fantastical (and potentially dangerous??) game. Or maybe that's exactly what I want. I don't know.

Either way, I'm going to continue reading all the Slenderblogs I come across. Because...hey, why not.

O_____O

So I've been up all night. It's 7:45am. I'm trying to get my sleeping schedule back to normal. Like, actually sleeping at night and stuff. Because I'm tired of getting up at 3pm. So I'm going to stay up all day today and then go to bed at 9 or 10. I am sooooooooooo looking forward to sleeping. -__- I mean, it's summer so I can pretty much do whatever I want, but staying up all night is still haaaaaarrrrrdddd! Even doing fun stuff is tiring. >.>;

Maybe I'll play some ZELDA. I still need to finish Majora's Mask. ...Y'know, after reading/watching the whole BEN creepypasta that game is a whooole lot creepier. Like, the thought of playing it alone at night freaks me out. XD Oh creepypastas. They change everything.

On another note, how do you get people to actually read your blog?? I thought putting tags and stuff would help, but it hasn't really. I mean, I don't really care how many people read this but...it would be nice to get a comment here or there. IDK. :/ Maybe I just need to start reading more blogs and commenting on them/make friends and stuff. Frieeennndssss. Yes. Right.

Wellllll perhaps the internet shall keep me awake. I wonder if I'll be getting a second wind sometime soon. Hopefully so, then I can use it for cleaning. I have a bunch of papers I need to organize. ;__; Papers annoy me cuz there's never a good place to put them. >.> Yesh indeed.

Oh, I started reading more Slenderblogs. I've been reading The Tutorial on and off for a couple months now, and I just started reading Ichthyological. So yeaaaaahhhhhh. I kinda want to get involved in the Slender community more...I'll have to think about that.

Hokay, bu-bye 4 naow. :3

Shhhhhh this isn't a Slenderblog...I think...

I told myself I was going to get to bed before 12am...but I just want to write about the dream I had last night. Well technically it was this morning, but whatever.

I don't usually dream about the Slender Man, but he was there this time and I thought it was interesting. There were two parts to this dream, and they were both unsettling. He was at the end of the first part. Or actually I guess they were two separate dreams with different plots...anyway I'll recount the one with Slendy first.

So as I said it was towards the end of the dream. I had been on the run from some negative entities--I remember a little girl who was a demon or a ghost or something. She looked similar to Alessa, which isn't surprising I guess. I don't know why these things were after me. They had caught up to me and I decided it was time to face them. I had two or three allies beside me; I don't know who they were but I know there was a guy on my left and a girl on my right. We were...on the outskirts of some sort of circle and there was a swirling vortex in the middle of it. Around us everything was foggy white, as well as the vortex. I'm pretty sure we defeated the demon girl or at least made her retreat.

Then out came Slendy.

He was different...a bit more Lovecraftian I suppose, with dozens of white, fleshy tentacles flailing about. His shape seemed to writhe and change and yet stay the same...it's hard to explain. I could feel myself go insane simply by looking at him. He started coming closer, slowly, hovering over the vortex. That's when the boy at my left told me to cover my eyes; that he would take care of the Slender Man and everything would be okay if I just kept my eyes shut. That was the hardest thing. Keeping your eyes shut is the last thing you want to do when there's a supernatural tentacled monstrosity heading your way. For some reason though, if I looked at Slendy it only made things worse; he got stronger somehow. So I shut my eyes tight, covered them with my hands, and trusted that somehow this boy knew what he was doing.

And that's all I remember.

The other dream also dealt with negative entities. I was in a slum/worn down part of town that has shown up in my dreams several times, along with an old brick apartment building that has made an appearance at least twice now. For some reason my dad and my younger sister and I were exploring this apartment building. I think we were looking for a bathroom or something. We went upstairs. A youngish lady in her late 20s or early 30s lived in an apartment up there. We soon found out that that apartment was severely haunted and that the woman who lived there was possessed. I hated that place; I was so scared. Weird things happened there--lights flickered on and off or just didn't work at all, things moved in the kitchen by themselves...and a strong atmosphere of dark hatred pervaded the walls. The woman was crazy, she had a horrible temper and would yell random things at us. I don't know why we stayed there so long or why we were there in the first place. Eventually I came back with my weird spiritual friend, Devala, so he could tell me exactly why the place was so horrible. Thankfully he was able to exorcise the apartment and the woman who lived there. The woman was finally happy and rational again and she threw a party with streamers and cake and lots of stuffed animals. I still hated being in that apartment though. I guess I hadn't forgiven it for scaring me. ...It was a really weird dream.

So yeah, I watched Vampire Hunter D last night. It wasn't scary but I guess it still caused me to have bad dreams? :P Idk.

I have five garbage bags in my closet, guess what's inside them? >:]

So I just...felt like making a blog post. I'm rearranging/cleaning my room right now. I have WAY too much stuff. I just need to get rid of like, half of it. The problem is deciding WHICH stuff to get rid of. :/

I feel really anxious right now and I don't know why. It could be because of all this goddamn STUFF IN MY ROOM. I feel like it's suffocating me. Or maybe it's just hormones or something, IDK. I just feel like I'm under a lot of pressure, even though I'm not. I'm out for the summer, this movie is done, and I don't have a job. Or maybe it's the fact that I don't have a job that's troubling me. Haha. I really don't know. But writing about it makes me feel a bit better, I guess.

The last night of filming went really well! It was a nice night, though there were a lot of bugs. No Slendy sightings, haha. :P Though it was a bit creepy when I had to search for sticks in the dark by myself with a crappy flashlight. (We needed sticks for a fight scene.) I'm glad shooting is done, but I'm gunna miss everyone. :') We're having our wrap party this week, so that should be fun! :D

Welllllllll that's all for now I guess.