I <3 Spring!!!!1111111! OMG

So, I'm sitting in my room with my window open listening to the gorgeous sound of thunder and breathing in fresh air. It's not raining yet, so I can keep my window open for now. I just got over being sick and had a great day today outside making flower crowns and walking around enjoying all the pretty flowers. GOD I LOVE SPRING! Like, my heart is just overflowing with happiness for spring right now. :-D

I feel a lot happier lately because I have been getting at least 7 hours of sleep each night. Also because I've been hanging out with friends more often and being less of a hermit. PLUS I'm almost out of high school, PLUS I know basically what career I want to pursue after I graduate, and I have plans of HOW to pursue it. I feel like I'm coming out of a dark tunnel and into the sunlight.

Here's a list of the top things I want to do more of:
1. hang out with friends
2. make videos
3. draw

I need to study anatomy, because I honestly suck at it. :-P Well, off to do some of those things!

I SHOULD BE IN BED

yeah, I haven't posted on this thingy for a while, so i figured I might as well use it. Who knows, maybe I'll actually start posting regularly some time. I just never think to. I have lots of pictures I could share, too. Gosh, I also never use my Flickr account. I need to use it; I have so many pictures!

I guess one reason I never use this blog is because I don't have anyone following me really, so I don't feel motivated to use it. Another reason is because I feel like my life is boring. But hey, everyone else's life is boring, so why not write about mine? Also, I don't know if I want people to read my blog, yet at the same time I do. Like, what if someone I know reads my blog and is all like, "wow she's weird?" But on the other hand, why should I care what they think? That's my problem, I care too much about what other people think. I need to stop doing that.

So I guess the only good reason to keep a blog is so I can sort out my thoughts--not to get attention or anything. I mean, that's the point of having a blog in the first place, right?
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Either way, that's what I'll use it for: sorting out my thoughts. And maybe work on my grammar, because this post sucks. God, I should be in bed.