This week has been horrible.
Just...I haven't felt this bad since high school, and believe me that's saying something. The stupid thing with the poster, and then I was feeling abnormally antisocial--I don't know why. I thought I was feeling better this evening, but then something threw me back into a horrible mood. I just felt REALLY unhappy. I'm still angry about it, but not as much. I guess it'll sort itself out eventually.
Oh god. There are so many things I wanted to get done today that I didn't get done. And we're going out of town tomorrow. Daaaaaaamn iiiiiiit.
I just want...I don't know. I just want things to be awesome. Like; your life sucks? BAM! Now it's awesome! Like that.
Next week will be better. It has to be.
Friday, May 6, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
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It's one of those days.
fuck fuck fuck
I'm never taking a job working from home again.
fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Sure I'm a failure, but my poster is probably better. You should just use it.
I better get fucking paid for all the time I spent on it.
God Damn.
It's one of those days.
fuck fuck fuck
I'm never taking a job working from home again.
fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Sure I'm a failure, but my poster is probably better. You should just use it.
I better get fucking paid for all the time I spent on it.
God Damn.
Oh yeah, I have a blog. Right.
I was nominated by: http://dancingonthedock.blogspot.com/ to do this thingy!
These are the rules:
1. Winners grab the image above, and put it in your blog.
2. Link back to the person who gave it to you.
3. Tell 10 things about yourself.
4. Award 15 recently discovered bloggers.
5. Contact the bloggers you have awarded to let them know they have won.
Hokay, 10 things about myself.
1. I'm in love with The Legend of Zelda, especially Ocarina of Time. I'm one of those gamers that don't really play many other games except OoT. XD
2. I'm trying to expand my gaming horizon by doing Let's Plays on this channel: http://www.youtube.com/jollyrainbows
SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION!
3. I currently have bright pink hair. I blame anime.
4. I'm going to be a movie director some day. I love making movies, and I'm currently in charge of props for a feature film that's being shot in my hometown.
5. I never get enough sleep, hence the title of my blog. I hoped that would change once I graduated high school, but now I'm in my second year of college and old habits die hard. :P
6. I've never been drunk or done drugs. Partying and getting wasted just doesn't appeal to me. The best party I've ever been to had no drugs of any sort. It was my friend's birthday party this year. We played with balloons and wore formal wear and ate food and danced. It was amazing in a way that I can't describe. Imagine being surrounded by all of your best friends and feeling totally euphoric.
7. I love creepy things. Silent Hill, abandoned buildings, SLENDERMAN, just to name a few. Also, good creepypastas like Ben.WMV. :P
8. I don't read that many books...idk why. I should probably become more literate. >.> I mean, I read...manga and...magazines...and blogs. Do those count?? :P
9. I used to be totally antisocial but I've gradually grown out of it. Being around large groups of people I don't know can still be pretty stressful, though. But for the post part I have no trouble being a part of society, haha. I have a lot of friends these days too, which is awesome. <3
10. Uuuuuuum. I have two awesome sisters. One is.....twenty....four? Twenty-five? (she's gunna give me crap for not remembering how old she is. XD) And the other one is 17. They're both awesome artists, you should check out their deviantarts: http://fattytunaforever.deviantart.com/ and http://pandorful.deviantart.com/
Aaaaand those are my 10 fact-thingies! I'm too lazy to tag 15 people so I'm just gunna say...if you're reading this and you want to do it tooooo then KNOCK YOURSELF OUT!! :D
These are the rules:
1. Winners grab the image above, and put it in your blog.
2. Link back to the person who gave it to you.
3. Tell 10 things about yourself.
4. Award 15 recently discovered bloggers.
5. Contact the bloggers you have awarded to let them know they have won.
Hokay, 10 things about myself.
1. I'm in love with The Legend of Zelda, especially Ocarina of Time. I'm one of those gamers that don't really play many other games except OoT. XD
2. I'm trying to expand my gaming horizon by doing Let's Plays on this channel: http://www.youtube.com/jollyrainbows
SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION!
3. I currently have bright pink hair. I blame anime.
4. I'm going to be a movie director some day. I love making movies, and I'm currently in charge of props for a feature film that's being shot in my hometown.
5. I never get enough sleep, hence the title of my blog. I hoped that would change once I graduated high school, but now I'm in my second year of college and old habits die hard. :P
6. I've never been drunk or done drugs. Partying and getting wasted just doesn't appeal to me. The best party I've ever been to had no drugs of any sort. It was my friend's birthday party this year. We played with balloons and wore formal wear and ate food and danced. It was amazing in a way that I can't describe. Imagine being surrounded by all of your best friends and feeling totally euphoric.
7. I love creepy things. Silent Hill, abandoned buildings, SLENDERMAN, just to name a few. Also, good creepypastas like Ben.WMV. :P
8. I don't read that many books...idk why. I should probably become more literate. >.> I mean, I read...manga and...magazines...and blogs. Do those count?? :P
9. I used to be totally antisocial but I've gradually grown out of it. Being around large groups of people I don't know can still be pretty stressful, though. But for the post part I have no trouble being a part of society, haha. I have a lot of friends these days too, which is awesome. <3
10. Uuuuuuum. I have two awesome sisters. One is.....twenty....four? Twenty-five? (she's gunna give me crap for not remembering how old she is. XD) And the other one is 17. They're both awesome artists, you should check out their deviantarts: http://fattytunaforever.deviantart.com/ and http://pandorful.deviantart.com/
Aaaaand those are my 10 fact-thingies! I'm too lazy to tag 15 people so I'm just gunna say...if you're reading this and you want to do it tooooo then KNOCK YOURSELF OUT!! :D
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I really like creepy things.
Like, A LOT. I still need to read House of Leaves.
Yeah, not gunna elaborate. Maybe later.
This post is pointless....
OR IS IT?! http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/slender-man
Yeah, not gunna elaborate. Maybe later.
This post is pointless....
OR IS IT?! http://knowyourmeme.com/memes/slender-man
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Fr-EYE-dai, Fr-EYE-dai, geh-in down on Fr-EYE-dai
Sometimes I can't sleep. It's my own fault, I know. I shouldn't be reading/watching scary things before bed. But I just can't help it. Scary things are awesome.
Now, tonight I'm not still up because I'm scared. I'm just working on a project. The one I wrote about. You know the one.
But sometimes, even when I do manage to fall asleep, it's like I'm still awake. The part of my brain that scans for danger never shuts down. So lie there, stiff and alert, yet asleep. It's kind of weird. I never feel rested in the morning after nights like that.
I used to be terrified of ghosts and ghost stories when I was little. I've grown out of that. I tell myself it's all a matter of how paranoid I want to be. I could be super paranoid of what lurks in the dark, or I could not be, so I choose the latter. Besides, paranoia doesn't help anything.
Of course I still get scared if I'm up late at night watching scary things, but those things seem to effect me less than other people. I've read youtube comments where people are like, "thanks, I left the light on last night and couldn't sleep at all." But I've never reacted that way. For the most part I've trained myself not to be afraid of the scary things I watch, which is kind of ironic I guess. I suppose it has something to do with the fact that I know what I'm watching isn't real, therefore I'm unable to fully immerse myself in it. Idk. I guess I'm just too grounded in reality to get super scared, haha. But that's a good thing.
Now, tonight I'm not still up because I'm scared. I'm just working on a project. The one I wrote about. You know the one.
But sometimes, even when I do manage to fall asleep, it's like I'm still awake. The part of my brain that scans for danger never shuts down. So lie there, stiff and alert, yet asleep. It's kind of weird. I never feel rested in the morning after nights like that.
I used to be terrified of ghosts and ghost stories when I was little. I've grown out of that. I tell myself it's all a matter of how paranoid I want to be. I could be super paranoid of what lurks in the dark, or I could not be, so I choose the latter. Besides, paranoia doesn't help anything.
Of course I still get scared if I'm up late at night watching scary things, but those things seem to effect me less than other people. I've read youtube comments where people are like, "thanks, I left the light on last night and couldn't sleep at all." But I've never reacted that way. For the most part I've trained myself not to be afraid of the scary things I watch, which is kind of ironic I guess. I suppose it has something to do with the fact that I know what I'm watching isn't real, therefore I'm unable to fully immerse myself in it. Idk. I guess I'm just too grounded in reality to get super scared, haha. But that's a good thing.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
How 'bout dem bears?
Gotta get those creative juices going with some good olde SILENT HILL MUSIC, YEAH!!
Writing this idea for a horror/mystery movie. It's gunna be aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwweeeeesssoooooome!
Anyway, I don't need to tell you this, but your shoe is untied.
In fact, we should have left the pie in the oven longer, so we put it back in for 10 more minutes.
The sun was bright and I wanted to go on a walk, but I did not.
I thought it was the sound of footsteps, but the darkness simply overpowered my senses.
The words were spread onto the page like butter on toast.
Writing this idea for a horror/mystery movie. It's gunna be aaaaaaaaawwwwwwwweeeeesssoooooome!
Anyway, I don't need to tell you this, but your shoe is untied.
In fact, we should have left the pie in the oven longer, so we put it back in for 10 more minutes.
The sun was bright and I wanted to go on a walk, but I did not.
I thought it was the sound of footsteps, but the darkness simply overpowered my senses.
The words were spread onto the page like butter on toast.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Guess what?
I only post on here when I'm up way to late or I'm procrastinating. Tonight it's the latter. Or...both.
I have to write a 1000 word essay by tomorrow. It's not really such a big deal, I guess. I mean, if I put my mind to it I could probably crank out 1000 words in an hour. The only problem is I still need to do the research and cite the sources, and that takes longer than writing the actual paper...
Maybe I'll just get ready for bed, research for an hour, then write for and hour, and then say "fuck it" and go to bed. Good plan, Sarah. Good. Plan.
...
...OOOOOOOOO, LOOK! THE INTERNET!!
I have to write a 1000 word essay by tomorrow. It's not really such a big deal, I guess. I mean, if I put my mind to it I could probably crank out 1000 words in an hour. The only problem is I still need to do the research and cite the sources, and that takes longer than writing the actual paper...
Maybe I'll just get ready for bed, research for an hour, then write for and hour, and then say "fuck it" and go to bed. Good plan, Sarah. Good. Plan.
...
...OOOOOOOOO, LOOK! THE INTERNET!!
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