I dreamed about MEEKAKITTY last night

Well, she was IN my dream. It wasn't really about her.
I can't really remember most of it. Part of it was about how we had to make it to this portal in time before something bad happened...or something.

I always feel weird when I dream about YouTubers. I feel like I don't have the right for them to be in my dreams, you know?

Then a while back I had a dream that I met Brookers and TheHill88 in New York. hmmmm.

Ah-ha. Yes.

It's funny how much time I waste on the internet. Why was I watching Youtube Poops just now? What will I gain from DINNER? Only THE KING knows.

I should really do something with my life. Which I why I'm going to bed now.

For some reason I thought it was Feb 1st today

Why is my brain a week ahead? I think I've been feeling like I don't have enough time lately, so I just assumed it was a week in the future. Yeah...I really do need more sleep.

The embarrassing thing is I was seriously going to call my friend to ask if she wanted to come over tomorrow and watch Groundhog's Day ON GROUNDHOG'S DAY. I even took down my calendar this morning because I thought it was time for a new one. Good thing I went to work tonight and realized what day it was when I looked at the date on the computer. Then I put my calendar back up when I got home. 8I

GOING TO BED NOW, HOPEFULLY.

I can has blog?

HERE IS MY RANDOM OBLIGATORY PICTURE. From Tegakie this time. I can't remember who drew it.

YES.

UM UM UM UM UM UM.

IDK. New blog post? Here we go.

Dreams. Crap, now I can't remember my awesome dream I had. Oh! Wait, was it awesome? Or was it just... interesting?

Well, see, he was going to eat me...or something. The elevator would be safe. I had to hide from him. I couldn't figure out what he was, but he was going to kill us...and eat us. Walter and I... we hid together. Or was I hiding from Walter? I can't remember. But he was going to kill us.
"1...2...3...NOW!"
"But where are we going?"
"Shhhh! Follow me, quickly!"
"But how can I follow you if I don't know where we're going?"
"He's coming! He'll see you!"
Oh crap. Did he see me? Or am I safe? I was supposed to follow Walter up the stairs. But won't he see us? CRAP! He's coming. Blood. He's covered in blood. Oh God. I don't want to get caught.
"HURRY!"
I made it. How could he not see me? I thought for sure he'd see me. Is it safe? Where do we go now?
Down the stairs and through the hall. THIS hallway again. I've been here before. Why is it always THIS hallway? That horrible bathroom is nearby...outside. It's cement, everywhere cement, and there's no lights. No doors on the stalls either. And I'm always bare-footed. Why? I hate the feeling of the cold cement on my feet. The mean girls are in there too. Why don't they just fix that bathroom? I can't believe anyone uses it.

Sometimes I want to punch myself in the face.

Okay, so sometimes I get into these little depressions where I beat myself up over how I always fail at making friends when I have the best opportunities to make them.

For example, in high school there were these two girls who shared a locker right next to mine. The first time they talked to me one of their friends was complimenting me on my Homestarrunner bag. After I introduced myself in typical Sarah fashion (stuttering and basically failing at saying everything I wanted to say correctly) I pretty much ran away and never said a word to them again because I was so embarrassed and felt like a total social failure.

But the point is this; I didn't need to beat myself up about it so badly. Sure I was awkward at first, but I should have given myself a second chance. Instead of saying to myself, "oh that was horrible I'll never speak to them again," I should have said,"okay it didn't go so well that time, but maybe it'll be better the next time I see them." I should have just said "Hello" to them whenever I saw them instead of ignoring them completely. That's the problem with me; whenever I really REALLY want to be friends with someone I always end up completely ignoring them.

You would think it would be easy to just say HELLO to someone. But I always make it so hard for some reason. I wish I could see these situations as simply as they really are instead of blowing them out of proportion.

So, non-existent readers, I ask you this: how do YOU make friends?

So yeah I finished Nightwalker...

...And it was good! I liked the plot twists in some of the episodes. Very cool.

And now I'm totally fangirling over Shido. HE'S ADORABLE! I want to pet his hair.

I thought it was funny though how in the first few episodes the character designs were different, and then a couple episodes in they decided to change them. What's up with that? Yayoi had red hair in the beginning and then they changed it to purple. And then Shido's hair magically grew. He's cooler with long hair, though. Whatevs.

Cain was a bitch. Oh, silly Cain.

Well, I think I'll watch Violinist of Hamelin next. I watched the first episode on Crunchy roll a year ago before they deleted all their illegal anime, and it seemed pretty cool. I just hope there's not too many episodes. *checks animenewsnetwork* Oh, there's only 25, that's good.

Bye-bye now, friends. Oh wait, here's a picture.

Moonlight swimming alone in a dark sea

I've been listening to Gessekai by Buck-Tick on repeat for like two hours. Now I really want to watch Nightwalker. I haven't actually seen an episode yet. I think my sister says it's good. I didn't know this song was the opening theme for that anime until I looked up the lyrics and it had an embedded video of the opening. Detectives, vampires, demons...sounds good. And it's only 12 episodes long! I think I shall aquaint myself with it rather soon...

I should probably get to work on stuff, but now it's kind of bed time. And I want to stay up and do other stuff. Blah.

Here's a picture to make my non-existant readers happy. FUCK, why is it at the top again?!?